it has honestly been the longest time since i last wrote a big block of words, nevermind a blog post. but hopefully one year older one year wiser is a thing and i can write better blog posts, one year on (i know it's more a year and a half, i don't suck at both maths and english that bad, but allow me). so why am i restarting, for the second time? you see, if you know me, you'll know that i'm a rather open person and just chat a lot (after the initial awkwardness that is lol) and i've been in the habit of writing a diary everyday for the past 3 years or so now but i figured, that isn't real journalling and i'm barely reflecting on and appreciating my days - it's more like 'oh im gonna have fomo so let me write everything down' type thinking. what do i want to get out of this blog? i would love for this to be a place where i can share certain experiences and joys and just make this my online happy place - whether that be something good that...