"no one said it will be easy"
A quote all too well known for so many of us yet still so underestimated.
I'm going through something I would call 'tough' currently and the support i've had from people around me is amazing. Obviously people ask me how I am etc, but I can't really describe how i'm feeling myself, it all feels very complicated and foreign - but then again i've never really been good with words in the first place.
I've always labelled myself as being quick and easy to open up to people, not usually afraid of what might go wrong cos I've always tried to take a positive outlook: this information could probably help people with their own situations and it will be better for me if I didn't bottle things up. Besides, telling people my own stories has always been my way of making conversations with people.
However, more recently it's occurred how much can go wrong? Well for starters, a friend recently asked how I'm able to share so much on the internet, isn't it hard to tell people so much? To be honest, I like this anonymity, of not knowing who you guys are who are reading. Yes people just accumulate into the number of page views but it feels warm knowing that people care to read and follow me up, regardless of whether we know each other. In terms of my future, this is good in that I can see how far i've come, hopefully, but bad for when employers try to dig up my background, yeah?
Finally, I once heard somewhere that "the advice you give other people is the advice you should take". This has resonated with me since I heard it and I thought that words cannot be more true than this. So I guess that I feel by processing my thoughts through these posts, helps me to understand and help myself cope better with life in general too :)
Stay strong guys,
Haynam x
A quote all too well known for so many of us yet still so underestimated.
I'm going through something I would call 'tough' currently and the support i've had from people around me is amazing. Obviously people ask me how I am etc, but I can't really describe how i'm feeling myself, it all feels very complicated and foreign - but then again i've never really been good with words in the first place.
I've always labelled myself as being quick and easy to open up to people, not usually afraid of what might go wrong cos I've always tried to take a positive outlook: this information could probably help people with their own situations and it will be better for me if I didn't bottle things up. Besides, telling people my own stories has always been my way of making conversations with people.
However, more recently it's occurred how much can go wrong? Well for starters, a friend recently asked how I'm able to share so much on the internet, isn't it hard to tell people so much? To be honest, I like this anonymity, of not knowing who you guys are who are reading. Yes people just accumulate into the number of page views but it feels warm knowing that people care to read and follow me up, regardless of whether we know each other. In terms of my future, this is good in that I can see how far i've come, hopefully, but bad for when employers try to dig up my background, yeah?
Finally, I once heard somewhere that "the advice you give other people is the advice you should take". This has resonated with me since I heard it and I thought that words cannot be more true than this. So I guess that I feel by processing my thoughts through these posts, helps me to understand and help myself cope better with life in general too :)
Stay strong guys,
Haynam x