'Everybody has those days'
'It's fine to feel like that'
'Your feelings don't define you'
While those phrases are true, I believe them to be just another excuse for when we feel upset. We don't really have the need to feel upset. I'm very certain the positives in life outweigh the bads and, even more cliché than everything i've already said, there isn't enough time to waste for it to be worth being upset.
But sadly, I have been feeling upset recently. I hate that sentence but it's true and I think it's just better for myself, and those around me, if I didn't lie. Perhaps a better way to phrase it would be that i'm feeling a bit lost. I no longer know where i'm definitely headed for future life, I don't feel like I have many 'constants' or 'securities' and more important to me, i'm not sure who my true friends are anymore and with who I belong.
Now I'm sorry if you were having a good day, when you stumbled on my mess of a blog but to those of you, here's something positive I gathered cos I mentioned how the goods outweigh the bads in life right? You just gotta look for them. You see, alone time isn't always all that bad. It's given me time to try to discover myself as well as please myself since I don't need to work around other people so much and finally, the lack of distractions from talking to friends on social media means that i've been rather on top of my homework for the first time in ages!
Anyway, if you're having just one of them days, or weeks, like I have been recently, I just want to tell you to stay strong cos 'if it's not a happy ending it's not the end'. There's always people who would be over the moon if you wanted their ear to listen to you or their arms to hug you with, you just have to find the right person. But here's an open invite to anyone who wants a chat. We don't have to have a dmc though! I'm up for talking about why one direction still haven't gotten back together or whether fast and furious feel like they've made enough films yet :)
All the love,
- Hayz xxx